This Spiritual Art Fiction is a meditation on the invisible architecture of conditional love, on the exhausting choreography of becoming what another wants rather than who one truly is.
It speaks of the quiet courage required to lay down the mask, to stop negotiating one`s worth through beauty, performance, or sacrifice…
The rebellion of choosing authenticity over approval…
It is an invitation to witness the difference between a bond built on fear and one built on freedom, and to remember that real love asks nothing to be earned.
The Love Mission Part 6:
Escape The Relationship Prison
I am locked up, please let me out,
I am tied up, I am breaking out.
I want to be seen and loved by your heart and soul,
I dont want to play anymore this role.
To be loved only by your eyes,
while I am wearing this mask under constant disguise.
To be loved under certain condition,
desole, but I have another ambition.
To constantly serve your needs,
I am on this planet for other deeds.
Than serving your sexual desire,
while I am scared of a ceasing passionate fire.
Scared to be failing the attractiveness race,
because I have a kilo too much and a wrinkle on my face.
This is a lost game from the start,
unless I have a joker card.
In form of lots of money and fame,
freedom is what I claim.
To be everyday in perfect shape and form,
hey, this is just a holographic body uniform.
Oh, I am ill, dont function the same way, shame indeed,
gotta get immediately back on my feet.
I have to watch every word I say,
to be accepted and not be sent away.
For a different norm and tradition,
for being spiritual and following my love mission.
Every day and night to be forced to function “right”,
to keep peace and avoid any fight.
I would love to marry you,
to start a family and to walk in one shoe.
You clean, cook, work a job and care for the child,
while I go into town and have my own delight.
I only take, but I cannot give,
I dont feel guild, there is nothing to forgive.
Oh my love, we had deep spiritual love and heart connection,
and this tender sexual affection.
You adore my energy, but my body uniform was not enough,
yes, that was tough.
How much you hurt my feeling and caused pain,
but I dont care anymore, I will earn my fame.
I am so tired to be what you want me to be,
all this obligation, I disagree.
I want to be me, who I am,
on my side a dedicated man.
Who sees in me my heart and my gold,
I dont want to be left in emotional pain, in constant cold.
A true and honest man on my side,
who protects me and cares for me in pride.
Who let me age in grace,
and who gives me space.
To be truly me,
and I am a diamond star,you will see.
(While at the same time I will not age, will not grow old,
I wont grow within mould.)
When looking out at the modern world, new paradigms have risen,
basically a different relationship prison.
One should cater the partner`s needs,
with constant romantic deeds.
Knowing what the other requires upon intuition,
the partner should constantly have the ambition,
to serve and make the partner happy and content,
together they should grow and ascend.
Feel my beautiful spiritual energy babe,
look at my muscly body, of course perfectly in shape.
Treat the partner like the king or queen,
in public dont miss out on acting up a love scene.
Spending your life as if being on a constant love mission,
the entrance fee will be high for admission.
Lets be honest here, the society picture of love is of an illusionary style,
it might be energetically harmful to walk down the aisle.
More a matter of constant distraction,
often artifical affection.
Based upon physical attraction, love with some sort of condition,
sexual, passionate ignition.
Lets take a look at romantic love from a spiritual perspective,
while at the same time, love is always subjective.
While a more profound picture will soon be drawn under Thunderland theme,
a kind of different love dream.
A picture of a love nightmare,
that is difficult to bear.
But let us now look at the human kind,
a suggested better way of love for mankind.
Ideally one should love without condition,
in a pure love mission.
Eminating from a pure heart,
when the heart cries when it is apart.
When you firmly walk your own road,
and define your own love code.
And you invite someone in to walk some miles together,
together through any kind of weather.
While both remain free to walk away,
while nobody has to pay.
Watch out when your energy bodies merge,
and you might need regular purge.
What and whom are you inviting in,
dont be persuaded into sin.
Does the marriage vow, “until death shall us part” make sense,
to whom are you selling yourself to, at a high expense?
Behind the partner stands a burden full of energetic ballast and dirt,
which might over time start to hurt.
From one day to another you might have changed,
you desire to have your life re-arranged.
Who you are and what you want to be,
you might want just want to be alone and free.
Before you find yourself in a situation you cannot get out,
with a lot of doubt.
Your essence, your being will change, your DNA being altered,
your expansion and development might be faltered.
You might not understand the unspoken rules,
and the protection and handling tools.
Do you truly love or just wish you do,
do you have an influenced or blurred view?
Influenced by all those images of romance,
and the romantic danse.
Do you just dont like being alone, lacking a stable foundation,
maybe influenced by the culture of your nation.
Suddenly Amors arrow hits you when you least expect,
and you immediately connect.
When true love easily compensates all the above mentioned,
and you are immediately strengthened.
On all level of your being, you shine bright,
your energy turns into delight.
When you can re-disover who you are,
and re-define yourself as a star.
When you develop into what you want to be,
and grow a tree.
Your own tree of life,
and want to thrive.
When you have a projection field,
and a lot within can be healed.
One that loves you strong and weak,
kindly helping you back on your feet.
Loving you the way you are without having to play this constant role and expectation,
a love and freedom based collaboration.
Until then, love yourself and make yourself priority number one,
become strong.
Dont depend your happiness on a love potential,
find within yourself what is essential.
So ask yourself, have you ever been truly in love before,
when you truly adore….
Sitting on my desk, writing another rhyme,
line after line.
Petit roi, feeling your astral kiss,
giving me constant bliss.
Your tender touch in my hand,
yesterday I wrote “I love you” in the golden sand.
Thinking back when the essence d´amour saw for the first time your smile,
only for a little while.
An explosion, truly unique,
like two swans in the muddy creek.
An independent field of love that developped by itself, it just wanted to be,
on behalf of creation`s heart, pure and free.
Spirit of White, France, 04.05.2026
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