Love has the power to awaken our deepest truths, break us open, and call forth a version of ourselves we never knew existed.
It is not always gentle… it can be messy, painful, and confusing.
But within the ache lies the beauty of transformation.
Whether you’re mending a broken heart, waiting for love to bloom, or questioning the greater plan, may this Spiritual Art Fiction help you remember…
True love begins not with perfection, but with purpose, and the courage to surrender to it.
Lost in Illusion Part 3:
“Where do I belong”
When you loose yourself in love,
and you start to fall instead of rising above.
Honor the monumentum of melancholy and tears,
even if it takes a while, sometimes even years.
It is a time to reflect,
and to detect.
To re-define who you are and what you want to be,
never give up, that is what I plead.
Love is never a game lost,
even if it happened at an emotionally high cost.
It is always a significant win,
in your heart, deep within.
Dear higher spirit, this must be a mistake,
I complain, all of this must be some kind of fake.
I cannot have contracts with this man,
he does not come any close to Sam.
This man shall be little king and reign?
Until now he did not earn any fame.
He is all I never wanted at my side,
so far in the physical I cannot see any light.
He is the opposite of what I had in mind,
what I hoped to find.
Not one nice word did I hear,
and we are talking here about one year.
All he said was “desolé” and “no”,
this is what my heart wounds clearly show.
My heart and spirit are frozen,
this cannot be what I have chosen.
My pride thrown in the bin,
so where is my win?
He is only watching out for the next play,
preferring to walk a darker way.
For him, a soulless sex slave would be a better fit,
yes I am at rage, I do admit.
My market value will rise,
I could have rich, famous guys.
He made me strong, creating wonder,
but now I am in constant pain, trying not to go under.
But there is still my heart voice,
begging me to make the right choice.
Please help me,
so I can better see.
“Stephanie, his body and mind is just a mask,
his essence, his core, is well prepared for this honourable task.
His spiritual love is all you need,
it will heal this heart bleed.
Your spirits are the perfect match,
a one in an infinity catch.
They will never live without each other,
this true love is too deep for one another.
Look at what lies ahead and who you are,
that you will be a well-known star.
Honour him for accepting this highly challenging task,
it takes a while to grow and to take down the mask.
You turned his world and emotions upside down,
when you returned to town.
He has fears and is standing in awe,
he does not know anything about universal law.
He feels the burden he will have to carry,
and that is scary.
He is being pushed out of the life he perceived to be real,
he did not know he had a love deal.
Yes, he holds love in this heart but he denies it,
we trust one day he does admit.
Give him the time,
so that he can re-define.
Let this tiny seed grow,
and maybe one day a golden flower will glow.
At the same time this man wants to be close to you and to run,
the physical approach has begun…
There is so much conflict he is in,
I don’t know where to begin…
He did many things he is not proud about,
knowing now that he is an open book for you and us, so there is doubt.
He had to re-arrange his believes and his own connection,
it needed a lot of reflection.
He feels so much shame,
oh, by the way take a look at his name.
You knew your purpose for many years,
you grew into it while reducing any fears.
He is confronted with it all,
trying not to lose himself and not to fall.
It is the first time that this man feels true love so intense,
he had to build a high protection fence.
He feels he is not good enough and you deserve more,
while deep within he does adore.
He is scared for his sensitive heart to be broken,
you share no language, so it is difficult to be outspoken.
He is dealing with a lot of rage,
being in his physical body cage.
How would friends and family around him react?
Look at who you are and what you do, it’s difficult, that is a fact.
There are other things he feels he needs to hide,
he constantly wonders in his mind and truly tried.
He feels so small,
he does not understand that from now on he can be “all”.
Your consciousness and smartness are far beyond imagination,
he does not understand this kind of “education”.
He senses all your hidden abilities that nobody knows,
and then you are wearing these white, silver and golden clothes.
His concept of life and his values suddenly falling apart,
his illusion collapsing like a house of cards.
What does it means to be confronted with his destiny, your energies and YOU?
Walk in his shoe!
Feel his pain,
before you blame.
Things can still work out perfectly fine,
it does not cost anything, not even a dime
If he is able to open up and to trust,
and to stop running behind illusionary lust.
If he is able to grow from deep within,
realizing that you would be the best win.
If he is able to face looking you in the eye,
and that he stops to deny…
He will work on your side,
he is mainly there for giving you love and delight.
To birth another boy,
already next to you playing with his dinosaur toy.
Did he not pass you jewellery on the astral plane,
these earrings and this beautiful chain?
On the astral, did he not take your hand and carried you into bed,
while lovingly kissing your head?
We can sense some good intent,
a potentially new trend.
Demonstrating you how he truly feels,
as it is not as it appeals.
Your lives and values are as different as they can possibly be,
love will get you through, this is what you will see.
In the physical you have to find your own unique way,
on how to “play”…
…in this illusionary “play of life”,
and maybe one day he will ask you to be his wife.
Well, you kind of already are,
yes, this is indeed bizarre.
I prepared you to master all challenges that you might meet,
this is one of the hardest, but so sweet.
Far away from false society expectations find your own code,
and let your heart sing around the globe.
Let me speak more about this man,
yes he has the potential to be even better than Sam.
This man is perfect for your needs, he is just right.
I see all the required qualities in him to be on your side.
Don’t judge and observe, and look what is behind,
you might be surprised of what you find.
A man full of emotion and gold,
it just needs to get unfold.
He was misguided along the way,
so now he prefers to ride on the freeway.
He is a very high potential,
you just need to teach him what is essential.
This man makes your heart shine,
all along the Atlantique Coast line.
For now he can cater your complex needs and desire,
to balance you and give you what you require.
He has the male energy that you are missing
passing it on to you while you are kissing.
He seems to be the missing piece,
so that you can be powerful and at ease.
Forgive and forget,
or you will always regret.
You know you need his hand,
lovingly take it and write “I love you” in the sand.
He is your home away from home,
far away, in a foreign zone.
Your perception and worlds are as different as they could possibly be,
its destiny that is what you will see.”
Spirit of White, France, 10.12.2023