Dear beautiful souls,

to ask oneself about “meaning in everyday moments” is fundamental.

I remember the first 70 percent of my life, the outer experiences and circumstances shaped my happiness. I was a victim of the outside world, whose validitly is highly to be questioned.

For many years now I have been actively trying to be centred and to re-fragment my essence despite what is ongoing around me. I took much more control and withdraw myself from unnecessary scenes or rather programs. I marked my territory and stand strong in it.

My essence and I learned a lot about us and we try to find a way to make both of us happy as the needs and opinions might differ. The inner conversation and agreement with one`s essence is of upmost importance.

My essence is well anchored within and we try to be in a state of constant unconditional love. This reflects back from the outside world in a positive way.

At the same time I also value other emotions, in particular melancholy and tears in the rain.

I am detaching more and more from the outside world, a slow exit so to say. What am I without….?

The owner of my apartment is a French Swiss couple. They were married 66 years when he died just a few weeks ago., A man full of decency, pride and honor. Still going to work in his company once in a while, treating me with the highest respect, and giving his love to his wife and family.

Today I spoke to his wife. She seemed stronger and determined to move on. I told her she had a very happy marriage for 66 years and should focus on this incredible gift instead of this heart aching loss.

I carry within this love energy and I upmost protect it. This helps me to shape my reality and find meaning in at least most moments.

I admit I am not very happy to be incarnated here, but I honor my life force given by creation`s heart and therefore appreciate my presence, also in these circumstances, meaning in every moment if possible.

With love Stephanie