Most souls have dramatic child hoods and grow up with little confidence levels. When I was 18 years old, I was broken on every level, did not speak at all, thought I was ugly, stupid and useless. All the prison guards in my environment made a good job, no doubt. I had 0 confidence.

It took me many years to grow my confidence and I attracted many lovely people who supported me. How far I have come is a miracle. Still, I am quiet, modest, and dont like to be seen. My spirit, in contrary, is very confident and strong, and I do follow my guidance and grow.

My confidence derives mainly from reality, my higher spirit, Spirit of White, and my source. When I physically implement what my spirit wants to achieve and these energies come down on me, with love and bliss. When they are happy and proud, I am.

Nobody has ever build my confidence as much as Dejan with his encouragement and support for my work. He inspired me to be more attentive to others and how to speak. I see others with my heart and speak out what I think is special about them, even if it just their way of physical styling.

I try everyday to be more confidence with the help of my spirit. Building my life mission requires all and at least I am trying my best to be the best version of myself, spiritually and in my physical shell, more and more merging.